A Lost

Our Great Lost!

My Best friend - My Love - My Girlfriend - My Mak Tok - My Teacher - 

My Listener - My Therapist - My Everything

I will miss you mak tok... miss your voice... miss you in person... Afat dah tak ada mak tok skung ni... I don't know nak cerita my problems share my happiness kat sapa... I got no one to call me and ambil berat about me anymore... yup I still got my parents by my side...but tak sama...

Sincerely cakap, I miss her like crazy... well people said, it takes time to heal... but.... Hmmmmm 

No one can replace her in my life! My life feel incomplete without her! she took half of my heart, one of my hand, one of my leg, one side of my wing and one side of my feeling with her... tak pe... afat benarkan...coz you are my mak tok... my only mak tok...

My pray to my mak tok bahagia di sisi Allah... and di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh... amin

People don't worry bout me... insyallah I'll be good... all I want you to do is, please recite Al-fatihah and convey it to my grandma... thank you

al~fatihah
...18th May 2012, Friday

Doa dan Harapan ku Buat mu

Harapan ku agar si dia membaca

sorry sebab puisi kat bawah ni tak berupa puisi
walaupun BM aku tak seberapa... but I try my best to make it

ku lakarnya menerusi irama hati sunyi...

Di saat aku perlukan kekuatan itu

Ia telah pergi dari ku... pergi jauh meninggalkan ku

Setiap saat aku mengigati kamu dan memerlukan mu

Kerana kamu adalah kekuatan ku

Kekuatan yang melengkapkan ku

Tapi kini, tiada sesiapa di sisi.

Hanya doa dan harapan ku panjatkan pada Ilahi 

Semogo si dia kembali menghuni

Menjadi seorang sahabat yang sejati

Mungkin aku terlalu marah

Lantas ayat kasar ku lontarkan,

Sumpah tidak sengaja ia terkeluar

Namun ku pasrah, menerima hukuman

Aku menyesal dengan kata ku,

Namun tak mampu memutar waktu

Hanya menunggu hari itu,

Pabila si dia kembali di sisi ku

Aku sepi dan sayu tanpa nya di sisi,

Bagai menhembus hela di tepi serambi,

Daku gagah menambat dia kembali

Dan menunggu kepulanganya di sisi

Aku hanya manusia biasa

Tangisan menjadi pengubat jiwa

Acap kali ku berdoa kepada-Nya

Agar keadaan kembali sedia kala

Ya Rabbi

Lembut dan buka lah hati nya

Menerima ku seadanya

Agar kami kembali bemesra

Lupakan segala sengketa yang ada


Harapan dan doa ku hanya lah satu
supaya dia kembali sebagai rakanku
aku tak mahu lebih dari itu
cukup la sekadar dapat bertegur selalu

amin...

harap doa ku dapat Allah makbulkan... amin

pray for me ya...

Reasons Why I changed My Phone Number

Hi Everyone...
I just changed my mobile number... so secara automatik nyer 017 467 091X no longer in service


Family and friends ask me why why why.. so this is the statement yaa...  :)

REASONS why I changed it

SECURITY PURPOSE 

sebab we need to feel secured, tak kisah laaa when it come to myself or my relationship.this is the main reason to all the WHYs

TELEMARKETERS 

malas nak entertain, call from company sana sini nak wat jual barang, n some more ada juga yang nak survey ni laa survey tu laaa... till this time pn ada Universiti n Kolej asyik fon, suruh aku sambung blajar ngan dorg... arghhh... enough of it

COMPUTER GENERATED MESSAGES

dapat mesej - mesej yang tidak sepatutnya...

Rest

REST

Hello everybody,

Here I would like to apologize for not keep my blog update, It is due to my pack schedule.

I would find one possible time to post all, yet everything that I've gone through on last March and the month of April

Let's pray with me, so my grandmother's health, may God heal her diseases. amin!

thank you so very much for your support!

Be good and...

See you soon!

My Qantas Wunala Dreaming Boeing 747-400

This is one of my dream collections... a Qantas Boeing 747-400 Wunala Dreaming registration number VH-OJB... I got it as my present...on my 23rd birthday anniversary.

I'm proud to have this model into my collections, I hope that there will be many more to come. This model made by SkyMarks, scale 1:200.

here are some of the photos of my Wunala Dreaming...

| thank you...

My 23rd Birthday Montage

Finally, the day that I've been waiting for is here... soon I'm going to enter my adorable 23... As there will be no any birthday party for my friends both in Penang and Kuala Lumpur, so I present you with this, my sweet little montage, a birthday montage... Include those photos from the day I was born till present...

It is a very simple montage, with some photos that have a very deep and special meaning to me. I don't really know what to give, but I hope that you will enjoy and have this montage as one of my gift...

you can view it in full screen too!

Thank you so much everybody!

I think you've enjoyed the simple montage as I do, till then... I leave you in the God's hands...

|thank you so much for all the wishes and celebrations that has been planned...

to my family and friends I wish you joy... prosperity and health always... amin...