Penang Non-stop

Its unplanned...

It's unplanned for me nak balik Penang on every weekend without fail, it's unplanned that my life goanna be as "this" for this semester, I travel between two cities on every friday and sunday nights, just want to visit my lovely Mak Tok yang sakit di hospital... She need me, my family need me and everyone in the family need each other to be there and to help untuk jaga my mak tok...

Till the day I post this article, mak tok dah about 5 weeks dah dlm hospital and undergo 5 main GA, its too bad...to heavy... too pain for her... I kesian sangat!... I feel her absence everytime i balik penang, she's not home to welcome me as before. I miss her so much and I cant really focus on my study, keep thinking about her condition, my father... I kesian dia sangat, jadi cm tak menentu, when her mum asyik dlm hospital and menahan sakit yang teramat sangat, even me my self pun I belum tentu I can control this.

Seriously cakap, everytime and everyday otak i ni kat Penang je, I wanna see her with my eyes, tak puas dengar updates from my mama and aunty by calls. Its too bad for me! I can't see people yang i sayang sangat sakit and menderita, i cant take it... i just cant take it!

Diabetic, is a very extremely excessive disease, because terkena sesungut udang je, dah boleh merebak dengan cepat cm tu... Its too bad, its really bad! Later, after few weeks, they decide to remove the infected finger, they did it... its so scary to look at the hand after they did the operation, I cant hold it no more, I even run away and tak nak dengar my mak tok shouting, when the nurse clean her wound and remove the pus... I keep crying, but i tak nangis depan dia, tak nak dia risau... I just nak bagi mak tok semangat to fight her disease and I knew mak tok I sorg yg kuat, and she can make it!

I taw nape...I can't accept it till today, that the person yang dalam hospital tu is my grandma, I'm trying so hard to accept, but.... Anyways I hope and always pray for her health, that soon she will recover...Amin

To my beloved family and friends especially in Penang & KL, thank you so much for your support! I dont have shoulder to cry, but you give me yours... seriously I takkan lupa jasa baik korang sume, take me from the airport, send me to the hospitals, bought me foods for my breakfast and lunch, call me when I'm in KL just to make sure 'm okay... I cant say anything.... Thank you so very much! thank you so much for your time...doa and your presence when I need you!