GAY time

Hi to all my readers, welcome back, first of all sorry for the inconvenience. But dont worry I'm back, I'm here again as normal like before, but with number of changes... Hahaha... i just nak berubah tu je, improves my self in many ways... I rasa dah tiba masa nya for me to do all this. Its a turning point for me. Back to basic kata orang kan... people change and I change too...

Social Sites & social friend

It is my niat untuk tutup semua akaun sosial yg sial tu Ooops! hahaha... since petang raya haji lepas, I only got Facebook ,this blog and twitter as the medium untuk communicate, yang lain semua dah tak ada and sememangnya tak akan ada... the only account yang orang tak kenal bole add me is at twitter, kalo FB maaf yer... haha

To sesiapa yang kenal or kita berkawan from those social network yang I dah delete, dont worry you can still contact me like before, to harm by doing that... I just ada fobia and takut-takut sikit je kebelakangan ni, but now no more... fully recovered kata orang...

Friend to me in one word...

"Life", they are my life, where my family is my soul... I love and care so much dengan kawan-kawan ku, aku sayang dorg sangat! I tak boleh tengok dorg menderita or sakit, I don't know, I love to see them happy. Sincerely cakap when doing something to kekawan kan, I dont have second thought. I always sincere for them, tapi yang penting aku suka celebrate orang by belanja depa makan... tak taw sebab apa... aku suka tengok orang happy time makan... its true, you can ask any of my friends, tambah yang rapat with me... ehehe...

I sangat tak kisah kawan ngan sesiapa pun even u r from LGBT group, tak kisah kau di

hierarchy mana dalam social class, kaya ke miskin ke or di tengah-tengah mcm ku... tu sume hanya laaa dunia, aku perlukan hati, korang muka tak elok tapi hati elok, tu lagi bagus... to all my friends, this is my ikrar aku berjanji untuk menjaga kawan-kawan ku sebagaimana kawan-kawan ku di anugerahkan untuk menjadi sahabat ku di dunia dan akhirat... aku lebih suka orang yang berterus terang tentang apa pun, tu je yang aku nak! and normaly if aku ada sakit kan kawan-kawan ku, sorry coz aku tak sengaja, dan harap ampa maaf kan k... puff puff... harap ampa terima aku seadanya... I've learn from my religion to LOVE everyone especially my family and friends...

Hey Newlook!

Hahaha...sounds like macam tak perlukan perubahan but my team yang gila cakap perlu, so I undergo some changes... first on list is my hair, sampai ari ni dah 2 style rambut dah aku try, the current nampak macam askar, pendek sangat, most kawan2 ku cakap ok, but ada yang cakap too short for you afat! hahaha... nice kot... I like je pape pun... as long change for good!

Kerja-kerja pengubah-suaian rambut aku dan segala macam penampilan luaran berlangsung di Klang Executive Club, opposite Jusco Bukit Raja... hehehe...

Annoying and disturbance and and talkative

Hahaha, another thing that susah untuk aku avoid is annoying, disturbance and talkative, semua nya adalah sifat aku yang dulu, now no more, I'm not annoying like before, change quite alot, till orang bole rasa, I dah tak gangu orang ahaha..., its OLD me, and

now no more talkative, I talk and ask when need, I dont simply talk like before, now i think before I talk. I dah tak nak sesape takut with me... i dah tak nak orang rasa terancam with me and my words, Its totally a big change when the ADT symptoms no more with me

Charity

Its such a nice job! I love it so much, alhamdulillah, a few weeks before think nak berubah luaran and dalaman, I went for charity at rumah anak-anak yatim, I talked to them, entertain them, share sume experience and pape benda yang depa sume nk taw, they are so nice! Next dalam rangka kerja amal ku, ada lagi few rumah and aktiviti kebajikan that I will go insyallah... Collaboration with my friends to rumah anak-anak pelarian Somalia with Deborah Henry Miss Malaysia, Lawatan ke Sekolah Anak-anak Orang Asli for 2 days, tapi tak taw di mana... kalau ada lagi invitation or why not...I join je kalo free... I love tolong and wat people ceria in my own way... hehehe... I sentiasa SINCERE in my life! I do everything for real!!!

My LOVE

apa tu? hahaha...its for me, my family, friends and sume orang yang pernah aku jumpa. Wey serious cakap, I sangat pelik, coz cepat sayang kat orang, I love people as my friend, may be sometimes orang rasa lain, sebab tak pernah rasa cm tu dari kawan depa kot... but don't blame them, let it be... hahaha... I'm the one tak boleh tengok any of my lover sakit ke ape ke coz soon nanti distorb my mind... to all my dearst who I called them my love please dont get wrong by the statement! tadaaa...* Oops! gedik

That's all for the time being, thank you for reading... and I harap that I will succeed in this new life! I'm dare for everything. Please dont get me wrong... If I could I would like to be friend with everyone, I wanna make life happy, I want to share everything with anyone! I want to be happy me! well guys...hidup ni sekali je...

For Me...my final word

Kalo di kenang kembali kejadian yang lepas lepas... mesti kita nanti rasa malu and bodohnya diri ni... tapi I don't feel that way...sebab time tu...tahap pemikiran aku and my level of experience kt tahap tu je... but semakin hari we have to make sure that we are semakin matang and belajar from all kesilapan yang lepas... just bagi je kemaafan pada sume orang... and ingat kita berkawan je ngan sume orang even that person adalah orang yang paling kau tak suke... now bukan zaman kita nk bermusuh-musuh k... its about friends=friendship...I'm open to everyone... sapa aku untuk judge orang btol ?...chill always....

*My ustaz nasihat me with this...

"jangan putuskan silaturrahim... kalau itu salah kau ataupun bukan salah kau, pergi cari orang itu dan mohon kemaafan darinya... dan janganlah selepas itu kau abaikan dia,

dan janganlah berasa malu atau tiada maruah atas tidakan (mencari-cari) tersebut,

kerana sesungguhnya darjat kau begitu tinggi di sisi Allah SWT"

- Ust. Hafiz Nordin